Weekend Hours!!

You know when you are wanting to have a baby, all you see are woman that are expecting? When your on a diet, why is there donuts just showing up at work all of a sudden? This "break" from marriage that I am calling a seperation is the same way. I am working on a Saturday today at my wonderful new job and the first 4 shows are people getting a divorce. 4 people in a one hour period sharing their stories of failed marriages, raising kids and trying to put the pieces of their life and hearts back together. Does God do this to give you answers? Does He do it to show me to keep fighting or that I will get through this, just as the others in the world have done? With the divorce rate at almost 70%...the chances of hearing stories are good! God has put in my heart the vision of the things that are blessings in my life and to focus on them and hold them tight by my heart.

Blessings I am finding are BIG or small and hold on to them with a tight grip!

My son Mike came out of the dugout today FROZEN...JUST TO HUG ME! He has no idea that the fact that he came out of that dugout and yelled for me to meet him behind the muddy dugout just to hug with my this mom's heart be overjoyed. -Thank you God!

My littlest man was frozen this morning and wanted to sit on my lap inside my coat -Thank you God!

My daughter came to the ball fields from a friends house and ran yelling my name "mommmmy" and wanted a kiss and hug when she saw me. -Thank you God!

My son has a game at 1:15 but Brandon packed up our 3 children to bring me Taco Bell for lunch (since I can't leave to eat) so share lunch together. -Thank you God!

I am pouting that I have to work and miss games, family time and eating sunflower seeds but I am aware and appreciate that I am employed! -Thank you God!

Little Blessings:
Amy, Taco Bell, hats, Klove download to work computer, coffee, tivo!

Praying for answers!